"And thats who i am"

For a long time i didnt know what i wanted .
I always knew it.
I had plans, dreams and goals.
But at a certain time that changed.

I completely changed. I lost interest in life.

"What do u want?
What do i want....? I know it, but cant put it into words.

I trust God that He will direct my steps.
I have no other choice.

Christmas time

Christmas,
The Light of the world, how thankful i am.
Silent Night... Bing Crosby, sing me another song.
Snow,so beautiful
Hot chocolate milk.

T'is the season and i love it!

Some pics from my trip to Spain.

Spain;

At the beach, The Sagrada Familia, Camp Nou,
Park Guell, vieuw from the balcony from the hotelroom.
And the last picture i took when we left airport Schiphol.

Thank you

I started working again (hairdresser).... my feet are hurting like crazy from all that walking around :/

Luckily i can share  my experiences with customers about YWAM and tell them about God.
I talked to this really friendly lady about Israel, she and her husband are also crazy about Israel.
We had a good talk , later she came back to give me a 9 hour dvd about Israel and the Holocaust.
Really friendly!

The next day her husband came to the salon  , who happends to be a journalist and a television host .
In his tv show he presented a lot of story's about Israel.
He wants to give me some information books about Israel :)

Thank you Jesus for blessing me with these people :)

"Its the end of the day ..."

Its bin one month since i came back from DTS Herrnhut.
This afternoon i went to the birthday celebration of my pastor and i had an amazing talk with a lady about my time with YWAM.
It was good for me to talk about it, because sometimes it feels like it didnt happend.
Life is so uhm ..so the same as it was before DTS.
There have bin some changes ofcourse but i remember one of the leaders saying ; ' 6 Months will not bring you big changes, 2 years will do that"

At first i did not wanted to believe him, but being home i can see that what he said is true.

I feel like i had a glimpse of what that change could be , how it would feel.
It was just a glimpse....

But i know now that it is possible , that what i experienced these last 6 months was real.



                                           I want more of You, God!

Brake every chain...

I am holding on to the words:

  "There is power in the Name of Jesus, to brake every chain"